wHo’s rUnE_LaGNaS?

who’s birthday’s 2day?..no 1?…
how abt 2morro?d day after 2morro?ahh..dat movie !!…

just listen 2 keith urban - u’re d only 1..
"
I know it’s gonna take some time
For you to trust this love of mine
I know he broke your heart in two
You’ve been betrayed and … your afraid

That I will do the same to you"
……………………………..i am actually afraid 2 b hurt again!!!!…………………

….while surfing some stuff related 2 education….teaching 4 exact evnthgh im not a teacher myb sometime then, insyaAllah

well, just being ignorant n friendly @ da same time lately..how 2 do it?erm…juz look @ me n u’ll knoe it….miss my old fren - from high schools (both), matric n my KUiTTHO frens n 4 exact - my housemates+rumet…

nothing special happens 2day..only go 2 latihan tempatan n feel so boring abt diz guy who seems 2 b "not satisfied" with every1..he kinda want 2 start a fight - physically n WORDLY with some guys n ME!but through speak only ehehehe…so annoying. he wants 2 kno my secret on why im crying last month n he kinda show-off a little (i think "not a little") abt his ability 2 play volley ball. well, fren…u’ll not last if ur attitude continues like diz…talk..talk..talk…he talks like evry1 hve no right 2 object actually…about pangkat, about evrything!!so damn hate la ….if i got the chance 2 only "CLICK" him into some kind of mute talking person then i will share it with others…argh!!damn!!

it’s almostr 0300hrs n i got 2 pack some my stuff coz me, my mom n dad will go 2 beluran 2gether.mom n i will sleep there myb 4 2nights n then back here again to attend what i always do, evryday n @da same time…;) owh!!they say kaamatan - kampung pny peringkat 15hb ne..d kopuron n bukan d wonod..well, dunno mna 1 yg btul.tp mna2 pn, diz week la yg penting n ada kwn mo bw p sana..ntah kalu ngam2 ada bnda mo buat jdi mgkin tia jdik jgak 2 mo pg tgk huhu takpa la..len kali bei..ada jgk chance 2 ..

oya, ckp psl sblm2 ne, ada 2 satu rang kwn ..dia ckp bgini " wei raihan, itam uda ko kan..tia lgi cantik…buruk suda bei..eii, ada taik mata lagi 2" cilakak ni urg dlm kpala sa..apala ckp ATM dpn2 hahaha..then i said back 2 him " tiapa ba, kalu sa itam pun..nnt puteh jgak blik.nnt kalu sa putih..ko jgk ba yg tbeliak mata mo mnengok" n then, yesterday…he said " wei raihan, mo puteh2 suda ko kn?hehehe atm pn ada lgi 2 hehehe" cis tul la..n he contd " tp kan..bila sa nmpak ko bgini kan ,yg mo puteh2 sdh muka, mcm len2 oo perasaan sa..betul..!!" n lepas 2 my turn 2 introduce myself (ada sesi pkenalan diri time 2)..after dat (dgn explaination dat im single but oredy have CALON), this guys come again n ask "suda rasmi ka?dia sdh naik meminang ka?" n i replied "blum la ba meminang tp akan.." n mo tau apa dia ckp? dia ckp "ooh..ehehe blum la ba bleh dikira ada calon 2 sbb blum rasmi lg…Tgk la..sa rampas ko dari bf ko hahahaha..lgipun bf ko bkn dsni kn..jauh lgi 2…" gila kan ni urang.mentang2 dia jnis suka bgurau jdi mcm men2 ja ba tp kn, kdg2 bikin takut pla huhu..he’s my best buddy then i’ll trust him tht dia tia kn bt apa2 yg menyakitkan hati…but, my relationship with him n others bring jealousy 2 this anther guy. not my bf but ths guy ermm actually 2 guys yg btul2 mo lbih-dri-kwn pny relation.i oredy told im not available, the "form" oredy closed n i oredy hve d calon 4 future but i dunno mna yg silap. silap guna pkataan@ silap myusun ayt?@mgkin durg mo sa directly face2face with them? bole ka durg trima confrontation mcm 2?bukan mksud mo risau tp durg pn org sni jgk..pusing2 pekan time hri mggu @ tme d tamu akn tjumpa jgk jdi xkanla mo lari2 pla.im not d 1 yg akn lari tp yg pasti these guys xkn brani mo facing me again n yg mjadi mslh, org len akn prasan bnda ne…sbb tpt ne kcik!jmpa time latihan tmptn, xbtegur kn pelik…klu ikt aku, tia kisah durg tia mo tgu rtp tia bgus la ba…mcm len plak…tp biarlah..depend dgn masa… (yg 1rg 2 mmg xmo tegur sa da coz dia tnmpak sa jln ma 1rg kwn guy..time 2 kmi p antar bju mo p mnta jahit coz ngam2 ne kwn pn mo minta jhit jdi p sm2 la..trus ne 1 guy lgsung xmo pndang guy yg jln sm2 sa..sa pn heran jgk time 2..napa ne urg tia mo tgur BESTFREN dia?! yg kwn sm2 sa pn mcm mo ketawa jgk nmpak muka ne 1 guy..eii kwn2 pn mo jeles ka..gila..

well, gotta go..lom pack bju lgi ne.nnt pagi kelam kabut lgi..ciz tul.mls ba klu bgini..unprepared while there’s so much things 2 do…argh!!relax rey..u r the coolest person rite?keep it up !!;) my ex-stdnt didnt believe after seing me wearing no.5 yesterday..hehe…

n 2 my future - i knoe he didnt exactly read this but i miss u soo damn much love u..mmuah

~ by runelagnas on May 12, 2008.