wHo’s rUnE_LaGNaS?

who’s birthday’s 2day?..no 1?…
how abt 2morro?d day after 2morro?ahh..dat movie !!…

just listen 2 keith urban - u’re d only 1..
"
I know it’s gonna take some time
For you to trust this love of mine
I know he broke your heart in two
You’ve been betrayed and … your afraid

That I will do the same to you"
……………………………..i am actually afraid 2 b hurt again!!!!…………………

….while surfing some stuff related 2 education….teaching 4 exact evnthgh im not a teacher myb sometime then, insyaAllah

well, just being ignorant n friendly @ da same time lately..how 2 do it?erm…juz look @ me n u’ll knoe it….miss my old fren - from high schools (both), matric n my KUiTTHO frens n 4 exact - my housemates+rumet…

nothing special happens 2day..only go 2 latihan tempatan n feel so boring abt diz guy who seems 2 b "not satisfied" with every1..he kinda want 2 start a fight - physically n WORDLY with some guys n ME!but through speak only ehehehe…so annoying. he wants 2 kno my secret on why im crying last month n he kinda show-off a little (i think "not a little") abt his ability 2 play volley ball. well, fren…u’ll not last if ur attitude continues like diz…talk..talk..talk…he talks like evry1 hve no right 2 object actually…about pangkat, about evrything!!so damn hate la ….if i got the chance 2 only "CLICK" him into some kind of mute talking person then i will share it with others…argh!!damn!!

it’s almostr 0300hrs n i got 2 pack some my stuff coz me, my mom n dad will go 2 beluran 2gether.mom n i will sleep there myb 4 2nights n then back here again to attend what i always do, evryday n @da same time…;) owh!!they say kaamatan - kampung pny peringkat 15hb ne..d kopuron n bukan d wonod..well, dunno mna 1 yg btul.tp mna2 pn, diz week la yg penting n ada kwn mo bw p sana..ntah kalu ngam2 ada bnda mo buat jdi mgkin tia jdik jgak 2 mo pg tgk huhu takpa la..len kali bei..ada jgk chance 2 ..

oya, ckp psl sblm2 ne, ada 2 satu rang kwn ..dia ckp bgini " wei raihan, itam uda ko kan..tia lgi cantik…buruk suda bei..eii, ada taik mata lagi 2" cilakak ni urg dlm kpala sa..apala ckp ATM dpn2 hahaha..then i said back 2 him " tiapa ba, kalu sa itam pun..nnt puteh jgak blik.nnt kalu sa putih..ko jgk ba yg tbeliak mata mo mnengok" n then, yesterday…he said " wei raihan, mo puteh2 suda ko kn?hehehe atm pn ada lgi 2 hehehe" cis tul la..n he contd " tp kan..bila sa nmpak ko bgini kan ,yg mo puteh2 sdh muka, mcm len2 oo perasaan sa..betul..!!" n lepas 2 my turn 2 introduce myself (ada sesi pkenalan diri time 2)..after dat (dgn explaination dat im single but oredy have CALON), this guys come again n ask "suda rasmi ka?dia sdh naik meminang ka?" n i replied "blum la ba meminang tp akan.." n mo tau apa dia ckp? dia ckp "ooh..ehehe blum la ba bleh dikira ada calon 2 sbb blum rasmi lg…Tgk la..sa rampas ko dari bf ko hahahaha..lgipun bf ko bkn dsni kn..jauh lgi 2…" gila kan ni urang.mentang2 dia jnis suka bgurau jdi mcm men2 ja ba tp kn, kdg2 bikin takut pla huhu..he’s my best buddy then i’ll trust him tht dia tia kn bt apa2 yg menyakitkan hati…but, my relationship with him n others bring jealousy 2 this anther guy. not my bf but ths guy ermm actually 2 guys yg btul2 mo lbih-dri-kwn pny relation.i oredy told im not available, the "form" oredy closed n i oredy hve d calon 4 future but i dunno mna yg silap. silap guna pkataan@ silap myusun ayt?@mgkin durg mo sa directly face2face with them? bole ka durg trima confrontation mcm 2?bukan mksud mo risau tp durg pn org sni jgk..pusing2 pekan time hri mggu @ tme d tamu akn tjumpa jgk jdi xkanla mo lari2 pla.im not d 1 yg akn lari tp yg pasti these guys xkn brani mo facing me again n yg mjadi mslh, org len akn prasan bnda ne…sbb tpt ne kcik!jmpa time latihan tmptn, xbtegur kn pelik…klu ikt aku, tia kisah durg tia mo tgu rtp tia bgus la ba…mcm len plak…tp biarlah..depend dgn masa… (yg 1rg 2 mmg xmo tegur sa da coz dia tnmpak sa jln ma 1rg kwn guy..time 2 kmi p antar bju mo p mnta jahit coz ngam2 ne kwn pn mo minta jhit jdi p sm2 la..trus ne 1 guy lgsung xmo pndang guy yg jln sm2 sa..sa pn heran jgk time 2..napa ne urg tia mo tgur BESTFREN dia?! yg kwn sm2 sa pn mcm mo ketawa jgk nmpak muka ne 1 guy..eii kwn2 pn mo jeles ka..gila..

well, gotta go..lom pack bju lgi ne.nnt pagi kelam kabut lgi..ciz tul.mls ba klu bgini..unprepared while there’s so much things 2 do…argh!!relax rey..u r the coolest person rite?keep it up !!;) my ex-stdnt didnt believe after seing me wearing no.5 yesterday..hehe…

n 2 my future - i knoe he didnt exactly read this but i miss u soo damn much love u..mmuah

well, ekceli last saturday aku n adik aku telah d support mkn n tiket masuk ke PORING leh kazen aku yg sbnrnyer nk bwk gf die g saner..aku n adik aku juz for ‘cukup syarat’ utk muhrim berjalan2 ehehehe..well, as long as perbelanjaan kena tanggung aku no hal ler..

g poring ntah kul brp smpai.b4 dat singah Pekan Ranau dlu utk bli KFC. aku amek yg family feast coz de percuma 1botol sos cili hahaha..yala 2 kalu smata2 sos cili.aku amek coz ktrg 4org n aym dlm 2 9ketul..leh ler sorg 2ketul.smpai jer kat poring, we all pn cari ler pondok2 yg leh "cuci mata" ader skumpulan tourist malaysian ler yg ngam2 smpai ngan ktrg tp dorg xlepak lama..ktrg pn juz tgk jer dorg jln ke sna sni..satu jer rsnyer tpt dorg x p, naik kanopi huhu..rugi2…very challenging ler jugak if that grup still wanna go up there (plus there all wear baju kurung n attire yg sopan-not suitable for jungle trekking).sdgkan ktrg yg sllu naik bukit pun leh sakit2 betis n paha sokkan hari..no wonder la coz jln nak smpai ke 1st pondok b4 the tree canopy die wat tangga kecik2..opps, bkn mcm kat Mount Kinabalu 2, tangga batu. ni tangga tarah pakai tanah n letak support sket supaya nmpak natural…

smapai jer kat canopy, cam biaseler amek gambar-snap stu, snap sini, pose gitu n gni..last2 tourists luar negara dh smpai ngam2 blkg ktrg. memula igt dorg korean but then tdgr ler ckp2 dorg yg lbih kpd jepun..so, dorg rehat sblh ktrg..n u all tau ler aku kalu dh jupe org yg mmg dri japan mmg excited gilre.tp menten kool ler..;) ckp2 sket dgn sorg tourist 2 - hardly understand english - tp nsib beik tour guide drg ngam2 de.dia ader gak tolong sket2 .these group from Tea Farm, Japan..souvenir dri dorng, keropok udang (mcm yg harga 20sen 2) khas dri Jepun. suma tulisan jepun n adik aku siap simpan lgi utk kngan.nasib beik xde botol kata, ntah2 diawetnyer keropok 2 huhuhu..3bungkus 2..myb that lady fkir we all 3rg jer(pakai tudung) n kazen aku dorg xprasan sgt-cian dillo..tp xpe2,pic aku n adik aku dh smpai ke Jepun dlu time skola je yg ntah smpai mn picture aku n kekwn..;)

pas turun, lepak lak kt Rock Pool tp jup jer coz we all xmandi so juz amek gmbr jer hehe n lepak kt kolam utk rendam kaki..huhu lega seh.hilang toksik kaki aku yg dlm bbrp mggu ni rs kebas sket.pastu lepak n ushar souvenir kat luar 2..aku sllu minat kat key-chain, buy some 4 my sisters n brother n 4 my mom. hujan lebat ngam2 time 2.ktrg pe lagi, suar bsh smpai betis n sejuk lgi..biasala Ranau, mn tia sejuk kalu ujan huhu..pastu g pekan, bli kueh mueh n balik.smpai umah ngam2 maghrib…spjg pjalanan ujan renyai n sejuk ler….nxt time aku g agi sane tp ngan fren n family ler..sj lepak2 n berendam;)

so enjoy!!!cuti2 Sabah!!

well, seems like everything fine rite now..i mean, nothing’s change..n im actually the 1 who myb change a lill bit..y?herm, pengalaman mendewasakan chewah hahaha..

nothing much 2 say, today is the last day i went to smk, do job required as a teacher ;)..for subject tough for me huhuhu..biology.for the 1st 2weeks, i have to prepare myself with science form4 n biology form5 and upper6…after reschedule - biology form5 n upper6 n pengajian am paper2..for me, biology, mgkin ada mslh sket coz im not a good explanator but since i oredy adapt with the surrounding boleh kata so-so la…gpun, chemistry between student -teacher dah ada..so no problem at all…n im a lil bit worried ler..coz cigu yg aku ganti akan cuti bersalin 4 2months..hope de cigu yg leh masuk kls2 ne wt sementara..aku?aku juz ikat kontrak smpai cigu 2 bsalin. spas 2, xde pape le..jadik cam cuti skola ler..

experiences being a teacher dh bertambah ..but skg ni, dh xtau nk wat pa..lepak2 ler kat umah sambil2 cari keje…jerawat pun dh byk coz byk fikir nk bg nota kat student n camne nk explain topics supaya dorg sng n cpt faham.well, kalu mgira mgkin xpe sgt tp ni subjek baca-fakta.nk tipu pun susah kalu dh dlm exam…

herm, sok last citer My Lucky Star - 8TV - 7pm…citer faveret mak aku.citer aku?Catch the Uncatchable - NTV7 -6pm tp dh abes mggu lps lgi huh..sad ending lor..xpeler..yg pnting de lgi Colourcloud Palace - Animax - 7pm (wed), n McLeod’s Daughter - Hallmarks - 5pm…

tadi last Amazing Race - the winner for this league of the race erm..yg guy slalu pakai bandana..yg father-daughter xsempat catch-up utk 1st place..dorg stuck waktu kumpul item yg pernah dorg pakai utk roadblock start dri 1st days-last days..

well, gotta go.adik aku dpt msuk teknik keningau, bobo’ n bilu dpt msuk teknik likas. nxt yer, incoming sorg lgi yg mo masuk teknik..hope okey ler dorg nnt..neway, gudnite.too much writing, less input huhu i guess im not so good in blogging anmore uhuhuh..tired n sleepy..huhuhu

ehem2…
ekceli, gue dpt byk respon +ve dri suma pembaca setia blog gue trimas2 (tunduk2 sket + blushing konon) Chewah cam artis plak wakakaka….
bru seminggu meninggalkan skolah huhu..n skg ni bru habes 2mggu exam SPM 2007…hope all the candidates doing well
dulu, akuler org yg sllu bgun lewat..pepagi buta?haram mo bgn. bgun pun just utk smyg Subuh, n tdo blik.n bila bukak mata, matahari dh straight atas kepala huhu…apala…tp start jadik ‘Cikgu Terjun’, aku kne bgun awal, mandi huhu ngan air yg sejuk membeku huhu..nasib beik kipas kat staffroom sllu psg 1 jer..kalu x, aku leh jadik ais dlm staffroom 2, ngan aircondnyer lgi huhu…
n skg ni, dh smggu cuTi skul n rsa pening kepala lak if xbgun awal n mandi air sejuk …tp nk watpe gak bgun awal. adek2 aku pn xskul, mak aku pn bleh rehat dri buat bekfes utk dorg (kantoi bukan aku yg wat bekfes pepagi ehehe)..maksud aku, xdela nk bgun awal pagi cam slalu…leh la lewat2 sket..kul7,8 ker..tul x?
skg ne tgh cek2 forum board grup time skul dlu..time muda2 dlu..n cdg mo lepak lma sket tp msa tia mengizinkan…
neway, gue mo berambus dlu n c ya.til then, take care ya all

luRvE this sOng sO mUch ..
eNjoY!!

I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothing new - yeah yeah

I loved you with the fire red-
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late whoa…..

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah-
I’m holding on your rope, got me ten feet off…

(note for reader: ‘me’ is actually changed from the word ‘I’ . - juz for fun [-_-]/”)

huhuhu..spm is around da corner!!how’s da preparation?!!opss..why am i so concern?!yes, me am concern. either for my sister or my students. (feel a lil awkward saying ‘my students’).on behalf of my students (for these 3weeks), i do feel afraid n like there’s something flying in my stomach. cant wait for that day..especially the 1st paper on 12/11.y? coz….it’s BAHASA MELAYU pnya paper lo…
actually, during these 3weeks (got 1week left to do my ‘duty’),i’ve been teaching form5 at SMK Telupid..for BM subject (5Sas1,5Sas2,5LN). dringkaskan crita, me mgajar ni pn tia ikut prosedur yg btul2 punya -surat mnyurat plus pangil memanggil. tau2 ada cigu mo bsalin n mo cri pganti, trus ja jdi ‘cigu terjun’ hehe…never thought that i will experience this, but Thank God for giving the opportunity. even juz 3weeks, but it’s really an exciting and forgettable moments in my life. not to forget - i really enjoy this 2weeks (next week, i dunno yet).even those students labeled by most cigu2 as -jajal n nakal - but for me, they r the voice for their class. mmg ada cigu yg tny about these classes coz they afraid of me being bullied by them but i think, both of me n students can get along everytime BM period (i guess la-hope so im right).
slain 5Sas1,5Sas2 n 5LN, me slalu juak lepak time rehat d kls 5ScIT..beramah mesra sempena hari raya yg mulia ahaks.it’s my duty to check the attendance of this class. cigu yg me kena ganti is classroom teacher so bila me ganti, me la yg pgang lgi 2 job rite?ya bgus..good answer hehe.
spjg lepak ma durg ne (suma kls yg me msuk tmsuk yg lepak2 time rehat), mmg enjoy. sometimes pipi mo krem owh gara2 senyum jak. n kadang2 bukan stakat snyum, kdg smpai ketawa2 jgk. yala, durg kn buat lawak yg aiya…mmg yg susah org mo fkr ba.kdg2 2 spontan jak mo kluar dri mulut durg. sa kira ok jak as long as teda yg tsinggung smpai mo gadu2…mcm yg bru2 la, dorg tny napa sa tia trus p Singapore dlu coz study pun d Johor sdh (kira dkt la knunnya)…pas sesi soal jwb slma bbrp minit (mcm polis-criminal plak haha), ada 1rg 2 ckp mo jdi Superman, mo kc slamat sa dri pnjara bila knun kna tgkap ma polis/imigresen..tp last2 dia jgk tkena coz Superman pakai santut d luar haha..cian jgk.tp besala, sdh form5, pndai control ensem ;P 1 bnda yg really proud dgn durg ne, nampak jak muka cam samseng, tp hati manyak baik ma.kalu durg tbaca ne, konpem pasni trus jajal gila2 la.tp 2la durg, bukan sj2 jajal tp utk meriahkan suasana.
ekceli byk lgi bah yg bleh d crita psl durg ne tp hard to say in word dlm page ni. bukan pa, the feeling of joy n excitement tia dpt d express btul2 ba klu d sni huhu..mcm jgk kesah kemarin hari Jumaat - 2Nov2007- farewell party conducted by each form5 classes. with a lill budget n a short period of time to manage both studies (SPM) n the party, they still can give full commitment which u can C from the FOOD n the Invitations. the way the come to the teachers -Cards or direct invitation - but it’s still count as an effort coz berani stand dpn cigu . wlpun ada yg malu2 lgi ma cigu2 hehe n speeches on behalf of the class so, suma fhm ka?myb me n students tia dpt bjumpa lgi pasni..juz wish them all da best n be the best. mc kata Mdm Crispina, wlpun teda hadiah atau sbgainya, tp bila pkataan ‘Terima Kasih’ diucap suma cigu2 akn rasa bangga. weh, wlpun sa juz msuk 3mggu, sa pn akn bangga owh bila students ne bjaya dlm SPM especially sbjek yg sa msuk la. hope they in a good health n condition - no injuries, no feeling ‘high’ with something n no worries ’bout the Qs - bubye

p/s; Nasi impit kemaafan, air campur pengorbanan ..em pa lgi ya?!
i am ReY LaGNaS
3/11/2007 ; 1:36AM

nice song just for me…;) a little like to my porblem…n i wont regret it. let it be n be myself my own ever!!

"Daughtry– Over You"

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

harloo..im back huhu but only 4 a moment..
ntah2 pasni lgi lama aku m’ilang huhu but xpela..
skg tgh lepak kat umah, mnambahkan berat badan n ape gik ek?kwn aku yg amik kursus lab dh dpt tpt kat spital LD, n aku xsmpat jupe pn huhu..xpe2, ader rzeki aku lwt time cuT…
yg len2, aku xkontek gik..n bebaru ni aku minta adik aku yg cek fs ni, so kekwn skalian, jan heran yer if nmpak cm aktif jer fs ni tp hakikatnyer bukan aku yg bukak slalu pn….
neway, thx 4 da add tuk kkwn yg bru or long lost fren hehehe…igt gik ah korg ngan aku huhu…tuk fren yg akan atau dh konvo, congrats and tuk kkwn se’UTHM’, im so keen 2 c u again…
at the mean time, take care n be nice!!hahaha..dis msg goes to me too..c ya

skg ni dh 1327hrs..bru je msuk wktu zuhur.n skg ni pn bru jer brenti ujan yg tetiba jer turun..xde signal pape pn huhu

    aku lak, dh se’pagi’an dok dpn komp ni smpai sakit mata nangga word doc apala…xde ‘hati’ nk makan..xlapar n pasni confirm aku lapar..skg rs cam nk tdo tp byk bnde lom siap…

    tonite im goin’ 2 trengganu,umah makcik aku n dri sana trus amik flight p sandakan.ops transi d LCCT dlu la..blik wit ma sister so leh la share brg2 nnt..huhu aku xbwk mnde pn mlm nnt.kalu stakat beg baju baik adik aku blik awl..esh, blasah lar bku2+kertas2  ni..bakar jer nnt last day kat sni…

    nothing’ much to say..hepi holiday, hepi ready 4 da PSM…c ya
satu lgi, maafkan salah silap n halalkan makan minum, terambil etc la yg seangkatan..tuk yg sambut besday awl bulan 5 ni, hepi besday n ..semoga pnjang umo n murah rezeki. pnjang umo kita jumpa lagi . adios

well, dh bbrp hri since Virginia Tech massacre happened.n dlm youtube byk jer vid ’bout the shooting, the killer..the victims.sorry for the lost n well, dunia skg dh nk kiamat.mcm2 hal jadik.

skg ni, aku tggal bbrp jam jer lgi nk smpai ke 1st "battle". war against the right and the marks hahahaha..apala!kang jdik kontroversi lak blog ni huhu….paper 1st kul 9am, hri isnin kat E-14.sbjek-MEDICAL INSTRUMENT- sbjek ni dh ler byk teori.kdg2 xleh nk budget aper yg akn kuar coz kalu ikut soklan test sbum ni, more to circuit explanation/design-theory+operation of the equipments/machines…herm, ntahla..

n aku sbnrnyer xtenteram skg ni…bkn psl final exam. half ’bout the PSM and abt a half gak la ’bout smthing. well, only aku n dia je yg tau…sori coz mnyusahkan mlm td..

neway, aku xtau nk wtpe mlm ni..so, lepak kt youtube, tgk vids psl all the school shootings, VT …herm, wtpe la aku nengok mnde ganaz ni???tenangkan jiwa?ya kot…

dh kul 225am, nk ciow.c ya